Its funny how people keep making the same mistakes. Especially in love. Why oh why do you like indulging so much in love? Wasn’t the pain enough last time? You want it back again…it sucks you in and then spits you out…like a rejected piece of meat. And you are dying to go back in again! I got no problems with people being in love. But why do people start living in the future when they are in love? You can love somebody just as much today…why worry about what is going to happen 10 years later…whether you will be married…or how you are going to set up your home…how you are still going to look into each others’ eyes when you are sixty. Why DO you need to think about all that…if all of these things happened, it would be great…I agree. But there are lots of things you can do now…and you are supposed to do now…and the more you think about the future, the lesser you think of the present. And you forget to do things in the present. And then the future is too far away from you…and then you break your heart. That’s what I did. That’s what she did. That’s what you are doing…again. Get a hold of yourself. Everything is in your hands…live the moment…don’t spend your time worrying how your future is going to be. Love screws…
