Spankings!

You used to be so beautiful. So bold and so clean. So clear and unabated. And now its only fear that directs you. It’s all a maze for you now. Running hither thither only to be halted by shut doors with fear carved on them with a bleeding knife. And you have lost all of that sanctity. You are just another brick in the wall…guffawing and mesmerized by a trance that you despised in your past. Was it always meant to be like this? To be sucked unknowingly into this foolhardiness…to turn just like any other cog in the machine? And to top it off now you look down upon the people you admired before..you make up lies that you can tell your filthy self about those who float on red balloons and play with the cotton clouds. You say they are in a delusion! You say there is a time for everything… this isn’t the time for this! And you know its all lies… baseless lies fed to a disillusioned self! Its an addiction for you now…to pretend to be who you are not! What did you call them then? Phonies was it? Well look at the mirror…and welcome yourself to their world.